Tis fair to say that I only have myself to blame for my failure. The disappointment at my lack of discipline is no others fault but mine. I went head strong into this with every intention to succeed but was met with the first hurdle and I crashed head first over it!
So, why the long face, why the blame game. I know my failures, I know my weakness. I have to start to realise that I have to be responsible for my own actions. Have to see that there are others in the world who can and do cope, so why not me. Why Not ME!
Get on up off the athletic turf, pull the hurdle bar from your preverbal and run straight for the next hurdle, but this time SCALE it. Life is a wasting!!
Aww babe, don't be so hard on yourself.
ReplyDeleteWe have our great days. We have our brilliant days. We have our crappy days and we have our crappier than crap days.
Sometimes they're weeks. But the best part is we can live in the now. This minute. This moment. Step by step and breath by breath.
Be kind to yourself. You are entitled to feel crap. You are also entitled to feel angry, annoyed, frustrated and also you are entitled then to dust all that in a pan, pop it in a bag and dump it somewhere and then focus on being happier and kinder to yourself. You are number one.
Love you xo